Wednesday, August 24, 2011

jakun pi msjid


alhamdulilah... smlm dpt solat trawikh kat masjid besar kat shh alm...ala yg kat ngn dataran tuh.... org2 shh alm thu lah tuh..yg bkn org shh alam ...cm ner ek...oh jap..ats bntuan pak cik google nama masjid tuh masjid sultan salahudin abdul aziz shah..pergh..pnjang... :)

regardless nama die... nak cter ap yg best nyer pasal msjid nh..hahaha dah ler excited smacm pergi msjd nh..ok.. bertemankan 2 sahabat dan keta saga aeroback yg berjasa... kitaorg pun pergilah...dlm sure tak sure cri pintu gate nk msuk... erhm bru 8.15pm..keta dah bnyak..mne nk parking2..tbe2..hbat! parking ader org escort... wahh..mesti ramai lah nh solat... dah name main msjid kat shh alm... terbyang2..ntah2 mcm nh kot klo kat mdinah gak... mesti best an..org escort parking..rase cm kita nh org pentg nk gi solat... pastu.. trun dri keta.. ok dgn sahabt nh...jakun nyer..tak taw nk msuk kat pintu mner...mner bhgian muslim

ah...nk cpt2 msuk..nk cri tmpat best....

ikut punya ikut jemaah prmpuan lain smpai kat main pintu nmpak lah ade escalator.. "syreen, situ naik kat situ" tpi sbbkan excted yg mlampau.." akhrnyaa kitaorg naik ikut tgga yg blah bhagian blakang... pnjatlah tgga...pffttt


msuk dlm..alhamduliah..bhagiaan tgh muslimah kosong ..mcm khas jer untuk kitaorg... best2... subhanallah...we were amazed...deco dlm tuh...erhmm.... cntik...ader chandelier kat gh2...syreen dah bygkan die akad nkah kat situ...mmg best lahh....
after solat isya' ...terlihat lah.. 3 org knk2 laki nh sdg solat gak...rase mcm satu perasaan lak...te arr..diaorg nh kck lagi like umur bru around 4-6 yerz old..tpi tertib nyer solat... sejuk perut mak die...oh yes diaorg buat solat sunat taw..yg mner msing kita yg dah besar nh mlas nk buat..ala sunat jer kan.... tpi tak rase malu ker..klo bdak2 mcm tuh yg tak thu ap2 sgt buata..kite yg dah bsar nh dri segala aspek... still mlas2...

ok2 enuf melalut...sje jer cter pasal msjid nh.. buat kwn2 n dri sndri rajen2lah pi msjid.... supaya korg tak jakun mcm ak ble msuk msjid..rasa ksian sgt kat dri..

p/s : bkk kat msjid mknn sdap n free..pnah try?


Monday, August 15, 2011

love for Him

salam alaik...

in the name of Allah, the most gracious , most Merciful...

alhamdulilah... syukur pertama kali kehadrat Die.... i dunt noe wut to say act... ths post is spcially ddcated to my Rabb.... thx a lot... after dz one yer.. i've been tested dgn bnyak sgt ujian... one by one.... klo nk cter alot... hilang kwn2..hilang die my mr teddy bear... act... buat ak sedar... after all.. after quest by quest... ap yg aku buat slah... i did gve everythg... i did usaha... i didnt smoke... tak mnum arak... solat jer... but y kne tested mcm nh... ader org lagi truk.... y me? day pass day..month by month.... i cried all night.. mandi pun nngs..nk tdr nngis... nk mkn nngs... bgn tdr pun nngs blik... smpai satu ketika Dia bkk pntu hati suh bce artikel2 islam...bce mula2 sbb seronok..ntah..just suka2... then.. satu artikel dtg... satu lagi artikel dtg...suma nya same ..cter ttg cinta pada ALLAH...i did quest myself act... best ker cnta pada allah ni... yelah... u boleyh mngadu pada die.... tpi mcm mner nk dgr pa jwpan die.... like cnta one side jer.... subhanallah blum try blum taw.... so dri situ.. i was like suka bce artikel islam... lbh pada nk cri ketengn dri...how? tpi tak nk la lbh2....

tpi all answer no mattr how hard i refuse to accpt...lead to one answer only...go back to Him.... just try go bck to Him.... hati msih kata tak nk... tkut nk mngadu kat die...tkut nk buat solat taubt... tkut nk bgn mlm2.... takut nh suma smntara.... tkut just rase sbb ak dlm ksusahan... maha suci allah.. di yg pgg haty manusia...klo n bcnta or fall in love among mnuasia... serahkan dulu cinta dan hati pada pmilik... " thara, allah yg pggang hati die... klo thara nk die syg thara blik...berdoa pda allah..Die mmpu lmbut kan hati org itu" terngiang2 trmimpi kata2 seorg tman... thx allah..kuarkan ayt2 tuh dri mulut tman ak tuh.... klo Allah itu tak iznkan those words tak mgkin tman dpt ilham...ssghnya bnyak cara ko bercommunicate dgn ak...

dlm pyh..ak try..at least try..mgadu dn mngis pada die.... cbe mncari somethg.... but i didnt noe... nk cri ap...minta pada allah bri sket kebahgiann... but tak thu kbhgiaan yg mcm mner... tbe2 kuar lagi ilham...thara, cbe try istikharah...at frst tkut...tkut klo2 jwpan yg dpt tak pihak pada kita.... jwpn frst hanya ktenagn jer yg dpt... subhanallah..walau ader part in ths world yg tenang..rasenye tak dpt buat ak tenang setenang mlm tuh... hnya die pemilik ketenangn itu....nite by nite.... alhmdulilah..jwpan yg kita cri ...alhmdulilah..mkn nmpak... ak hnya perlu bersbr... tringt satu kisah nabi allah...die nh ader pnyakit..hilang sume bnde...dipnjara...tpi berkat ksbran die .... allah pulangkan blik suma milik die..mlah dpt lagy yg lbh baik.... bertmbah2...

ak pegang jnji allah yg itu... I trust Him... dan rasenyer...die mmg bnar2 mngetahui hati ak... brkat sbr.. i found the other love... cinta pada ALLAH... dunt noe how to dscribe... tkut nk trime gak.... besar sgt rase die... klo boleyh nk peluk...nk kiss Die... i just in love wth Him... n skrg pun hati berdebar2..bile tulis pasal nh.... bnar...cinta die cinta hakiki.... i just hope..perasaan ini tak hilang..

thank u sbb kurniakan rase tenang...
thank u sbb bg feeling nh..
n most importnt...tlg jgn tarik....
p/s: love u